Hey all!
I'm gonna make this a pretty short update (relative term with my writing if you haven't been able to tell already). Tonight we went to the night service at Igresia Batista Boas Novas (Good News Baptist Church) and it was a really cool time both experience-wise and me growing closer to God in faith...-wise. Haha
First off these churches in Brazil are not lavishly decorated or outfitted with particularly comfortable pews, although these had a slight recline to them which was nice. But the things they feel they NEED for worship are 1) an awesome blow you away sound system 2) a digital projector and screen for lyrics for the "worship" portion of service (ie: singing songs for those of you who are used to hearing it refered to it as something else). The projector is nice, so atleast I can read how I'm praising God and try to comprehend between verses haha.
Speaking of music... that's how I knew tonight was going to be a great night. The moment we walked in to Boas Novas I could here a song that I thought I recognized and, me being the musically inclined person that I am, it was both soothing and exhilerating all at once! They were singing
"Open the eyes of my heart, Lord" which is a commonly heard praise and worship song in most of today's American Baptist churches. It was GREAT!! Finally, something I could sing in Portuguese that I knew what my words meant as I was praising God, instead of just trusting that He wouldn't let me sing anything that wasn't honoring Him. Don't get me wrong I like trusting God to do His thing, but I like to know what I'm saying to Him as I'm saying it... does that make sense?
Anyway we followed up that song with a song that I think is called
"Firm Foundation" that I've known since the summer of the year I became a Christian (I was 11, for the curious minds :) ).
We also sang "At the Cross" (possibly right name for the song?) and Eric recognized the tune and I think I may have heard it but I'm not sure. It was so great to see these people worshiping the same God we do, singing about Jesus, and just letting the Holy Spirit move them... and none of it was in English! Man, God is soooo BIG and awesome that He's touching lives here on another continent from where most of us experience Him. Think about that for awhile.
Next came the sermon, which during the first part I decided I was going to just pray for this church, these people, our mission, and my family and friends. Well God had bigger plans and He moved the Pasto (yes there is no "R" in the pronunciation) to introduce us as "Missionarios dos Estados Unidos" (Missionaries from the the United States). He had us stand up where we were as he talked about us for a minute and then we sat back down and then got to meet the church during a "meet and greet" portion a few minutes later.
So, once everything settled back down into the real sermon I decided just to read instead of praying so it wouldn't appear I was asleep and felt a tug to check out Exodus chapter 4 where Moses is hanging out with God via the burning bush. It was perfect because eventually I found myself reading Exodus 4:11-12 over and over and over. I had been thinking about how Moses had said that he wasn't a very good speaker and he wouldn't have the words to talk to the people, and God showed me why He had me think about this section tonight; I truely had my own burning bush moment... sans flames. I want you to look it up and read it for yourself
(RightClick this and open in new tab or window) but this is my version, how I felt God spoke to me:
"CHRIS!! Who gave you your mouth?! Who allows you to hear or could make you deaf?!
Who gives you your sight or could blind you?! ME!! GOD!! (VERSE 12) I have already sent you to Brazil! You're there! I will help you speak and teach you what to say!!! (flip to Matthew 6:25-34 "Do Not Worry" haha)
I could practically feel God shaking me by the neck like they do in the cartoons when somebody is being rediculous. The language barrier thing is still rough on me but it's been picking up a little recently. On with the story: Our translator friends Sarah and Rosiene invite us to come eat Acai with them after church and it was great! Eric and I both took full advantage of learning as much portuguese as possible from them and we had a great time of mixing and matching portuguese and English to make sentences. So it was decidedly a great night.... and then...
When we got home to Aaron's house that we've been house sitting, our security guard friends were hanging out in front of our driveway. I guess they were wondering where we were since we weren't playing Futeball (soccer) on the court tonight haha just kidding. Anyway we said our "hey, how ya doing" 's and "good night" and went inside. I had remembered Bill (the other missionary friend) telling us that bringing security guards a coke or something was a great way to make friends and make sure they look out for you as well, so I decided since they were so close by I'd bring them a glass of water each and low and behold it happened; God showed up with what He had promised. Eric threw me a couple of last second pointers as I walked out the door about how to offer someone something (literally last second) and God directed the whole conversation ranging in content of everything from the weather, to where we are from, to whether or not we're pastors or what (Nao Pastos, nos estamos Missionarios: Not Pastors, we are Missionaries) and a couple of other things that I can't remember right now. IT WAS AWESOME! God totally had everything exactly how He wanted it and it was great! I had my own little Pentacost tonight right there on the sidewalk infront of the house!!!
I feel like I've been quiet for the most part this past month cause I've not really been able to speak to anyone that doesn't speak English. I took this time to listen (which I don't do enough of back home) and mentally take in the people around me, what was being said, culture, customs, places, and most of all with what God needed to say to me. Now I feel like I've been given the formal go-ahead to talk with people and to really begin to move and do the great things that He's had in store for me.
Two last small praises and then I'm done; tonight we took communion and it was my first time in a long time. I didn't do it right, if you look at how everyone around me did it, but I'm pretty sure I did it right with God.
Also, I witnessed about 20+ people acknowledge that they have recently recieved Christ as their personal Lord and Savior. God is so good and it is so great to see Him moving. My prayer last night was from the song beg by Shane and Shane: "Lord, I beg for you to move. I beg for you to break through."
God said, "I can do that!" and BAM! Prayer Answered.
G'nite!
-Chris